Below are the 6 most recent journal entries recorded in gnaithlu's LiveJournal:

Wednesday, November 17th, 2004
10:28 am	Some pretty good music heres some pretty good music for anyone who wants to listen, shes a cool person too. http://metzy.dmusic.com/ Cool man (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, November 16th, 2004
12:17 pm	Fucking class. In my critical thinking class, we often debate about views on persecution, sexism, gender roles....lots of subjects like that. In every one of these all of the white male students stay quiet. This is because we are afriad to say anything, because anything we say, is obviously uncredible, as we are of course, male and white. Today, I finnally spoke up because I couldnt really take i anymore. (woman in my class, who is black): "There is descrimination in society today of color." (me): we arent saying there is no descrimination, we are saying its better than it was" (guy): well theres descrimination against white people too (teacher, white): what ther hell are you talking about?!?!?! (me): WELL EVERYONE THINKS WE HATE EVERYONE!!!!!!!! its true. everyone thinks that white people are rascist. i fucking hate that class. it makes me want to skip all my other classes, because i hate it so much. everyone in that class just talks and talks and talks about nothing, saying the same thing. ' god fucking damnit. Cool man (7 Comments |Comment on this)
10:38 am	Photography I find it hilarious how much digital cameras have invaded society...they are almost invisible now. everywhere you look, people are posting pictures of themselves (i have been at fault for this in the past as well) in the most realistic, natural positions...but you wonder....who took the fucking picture? girls post pictures of themselves asleep in their boyfriends arms. did they pose for this? Did their boyfriends, who care the least bit about pictures, snag one while they were asleep? did they keep trying over and over again, insisting the pose be just right, because "i have to get it right for livejournal"? Its amazing. its like everyone has an invisble photographer following them around, capturing moments. dont we have memory anymore? I just find it weird. I asked a girl once, if she posed for the pictures of her and her boyfriend....cause they were too perfect. I was instantly un-added, of course. Cool man (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, November 15th, 2004
9:53 pm	Kevin Moore I find it hilarious that after I had to leave my super insanely talented proggresive metal band....I find myself doing something that parrallels another musician. I am making really bad electronica. Just like Kevin Moore. Weird huh? I spend all this time going "how could he do that, when he was in a band like DT, and go to bad techno?" well, now I know why: BECAUSE ITS FUCKING EASY TO DO!!!! If I can do it, than anyone can do it. I need a band. sooo bad. Cool man (6 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, November 13th, 2004
12:43 pm	Learning how to get back on the bycicle Well, its officiall, I suck at singing again. Well, I don't suck, but I totally cannot hit the high notes I could a few months ago. I used to think it was the band I was in that gave me new power to sing...but no.. It was theater. I need to get back into a theater group pronto. Not even to get a lead part, I could get a very small part in the chorus. But when your in theater, your singing/warming up 4 hours a day. This is very important for me, because I didnt grow up doing hardcore theater or voice lessons, iv only recently done hardcore theater and really gotten into it. So I really dont know how to efficiently warm up every day and practice to get my range going. I need to do theater. I need those 4 hours a day back. RIGHT NOW. Because I can't hit my high notes right now. If I did a theater group, even after just a week, id have my voice back. Thats all I need, is a week. Just a week. ::goes to find a theater group:: Cool man (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, November 8th, 2004
3:47 pm	New Journal I used to be this dude, but now I have made a new journal. There are a variety of reasons that I did, which maybe don't matter, but for documenting purposes might as well stick them here. 1) My band recently broke up, and this is the third band to pretty much reform after breaking up without me, without giving me a credible reason. After roughly 5 years, I am totally disillusioned with the local music scene where I live. The local music scene is hugely based on the internet. Nough said. 2) There are certain people that I don't really want to read about their lives anymore. Its boring. However, these are people who I know in real life, thus un-adding them would account to: "you UN-ADDED ME? Well i dont want to be your friend EITHER!!" It is not that I cannot stand the presence of these people in real life, just that their journal entries are either boring or painfull to read. 3) On a similar note: many of my "friends" in real life only communicate with me through Livejournal or the internet. By switching livejournal's and screenames, I would like to see which of them actually care enough for a simple phone call. Iv come to the realization that I know many people, and many people know me, but I have very few friends. I have yet to be in a band where even after the band breaks up do I get to hang out with its members on a dailly bassis. I try, beleive me. G'naithlu is like my old username, but a bit more of the Cthulhu variety. So I was bored, and nothing related to glex would fit into the screename slot on AIM. So Bush won the election. This does not anger me at all. What angers me is that people voted for him. Religiously insane people. what is the world coming to. Cool man (1 Comment |Comment on this)